It has been a while

Yup it has been a while since my last blog entry hmm. I was away from 7-25 August to Jakarta, me and my mom took a semi religious tour to Bangka, i brought my camcorder, and i took a lot shots and pics, hmm but after i watch how bad my skills on this stuff i feel bad for whoever watch it, yeah my husband got an instant headache watching it, the camera always shaking :) Anyway, the pictures are on my other laptop, lazy at the moment, i will upload sometime later.

There is a lot happening on my trip, a lot alot, till i could not possibly write in this blog, cause it is really a family problem. Typical? i don't think so. But it so hard you know, i couldn't possibly talk bad about A or B openly right? I have realize that enough is enough, i tried not to give a damn thing about my family matters anymore, hey i am married anyway, my own family comes first, and to think for me to go in and solve matters with a cold hand, it is heartless, though i cried behind them. Nobody knows what i am writing about, yeah i also don't know too, it just a metaphor. But one thing i did discover or maybe realize, i can not find any positive traits about my father. I even went to ask my mother, what is so good about my father, so far i got exposed to his negative side, and demanded her to spell out at least one thing good about him, she kept quiet, and unable to answered my question. Sigh... Don't try to console me.

Back to Singapore, again i was busy(actually not)with my commitment in the forum where i am part of the staffs there. I have not continue my fiction yet, and spend the whole time in front laptop or desktop reading manga watching anime. Speaking of which, it looks like the Odex Saga finally end? or is it only my impression.

Hmm i hope my next entry is my fiction update.
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If you only search for perfection in life, you may end up losing something more important than what you end up finding